Find myself
by Vylette · Rock › Pop Rock · Made with Suno · 0 plays
The story behind this song
I wrote this song after hitting a really low point in my life. I was dealing with a horrible breakup, and everything just completely unraveled from there. It was a dark time, but making it through is how I finally found myself.
Style
Prompt
Dark pop
Lyrics
[Verse 1] I left pieces of myself In hospital rooms and on bathroom floors I may have came back breathing But not alive anymore After you walked away I didn't know who I was So I tried to drown your memory In anything that buzzed [Chorus] Whiskey nights and strangers' names Blurry lights and cheap escapes Different men every weekend But none of them could take your place I told myself I'm fine While spiraling inside Smiling in the mirror at someone I don't recognize [Chorus] How long do I wait until you see We were more than just a memory I broke myself trying to replace the space you left in me Every eye just brought me down Every voice was background sound I searched the world for someone new But none of them were you [Verse 2] I tried to pay for temporary peace Watch my reflection slowly cease Friends said I was disappearing I called it coping, they called it pain I kept chasing empty highs Hoping you'd come back someday But I was just destroying What little of me remained [Bridge] How long do I hold this ghost? How long do I bleed for something that's over? [Chorus] How long do I wait until you see We were more than just a memory I tore myself apart to prove you'd come back to me Every drink just numbs the sound Of your goodbye still ringing loud I searched the dark for something new But none of them were you [Outro] I hit rock bottom With your name on my lips Tried to kill the pain but I started to kill this I lost myself trying to wait For something that was already gone Maybe I wasn't missing you Maybe I was missing who I was Before I let the silence turn my heart to dust How long did I wait to see You were never coming back for me I almost lost my life chasing what we used to be Now I'm learning how to stand Without a bottle in my hand I thought I needed you But I just needed truth Different men every weekend Until I found myself again